My thought process ATM…
He moves on after 6 months therefore he never loved me and I am unlovable.
I’ve never belonged anywhere I’m always just in between
On The Devil and God, and Being Mentally Ill
It is very difficult for me to parse how I feel exactly about The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me. Talk to me 2 years ago, I’d tell you “Jesus Christ” is overrated. A year ago, in the throes of an abusive relationship that I hadn’t quite realized was abusive yet, it was all I listened to. Some months, it still is all I listen to. But even still, it’s difficult for me to talk about.
Great post. The relevance to my mental state today made me cry.
I hate that I have spent a majority of my life being an uptight and anxious person. I’ve lost friends and loves because of it. I have tried so hard to not be that person. When I think back on the past I hate myself and wish I could go back in time. I think of the people I wouldn’t have lost. I can see why I wasn’t loveable.
you deserve someone who isn’t embarrassed to love you & tells all their friends about u & saves your selfies, & tells u they love & miss you
shoutout to the people who text me first, hit me up with plans, or check up on me from time to time
y'all a real one