My thought process ATM…

He moves on after 6 months therefore he never loved me and I am unlovable.

timeaway:

I’ve never belonged anywhere I’m always just in between

On The Devil and God, and Being Mentally Ill

oneweekoneband:

It is very difficult for me to parse how I feel exactly about The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me. Talk to me 2 years ago, I’d tell you “Jesus Christ” is overrated. A year ago, in the throes of an abusive relationship that I hadn’t quite realized was abusive yet, it was all I listened to. Some months, it still is all I listen to. But even still, it’s difficult for me to talk about.

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Great post. The relevance to my mental state today made me cry.

artandjenny:
“ Dorothea Tanning, Birthday // Jenny Lewis, “Head Underwater” ”

artandjenny:

Dorothea Tanning, Birthday // Jenny Lewis, “Head Underwater”

I hate that I have spent a majority of my life being an uptight and anxious person. I’ve lost friends and loves because of it. I have tried so hard to not be that person. When I think back on the past I hate myself and wish I could go back in time. I think of the people I wouldn’t have lost. I can see why I wasn’t loveable. 

explicit-enough:

you deserve someone who isn’t embarrassed to love you & tells all their friends about u & saves your selfies, & tells u they love & miss you

(Source: cwote.co)

kingsleyyy:

shoutout to the people who text me first, hit me up with plans, or check up on me from time to time 

y'all a real one

(Source: evilfgt)

Before you say yes, get him angry. See him scared, see him wanting, see him sick. Stress changes a person. Find out if he drinks and if he does, get him drunk - you’ll learn more about his sober thoughts. Discover his addictions. See if he puts you in front of them. You can’t change people, baby girl. If they are made one way, it doesn’t just wear off. If you hate how he acts when he’s out of it now, you’re going to hate it much worse eight years down the road. You might love him to bits but it doesn’t change that some people just don’t fit.

oldfilmsflicker:
“ “ In Obvious Child, the scenes with Jenny Slate and Gaby Hoffmann. When they hang out, Hoffmann brings her tea; they try on clothes and they’re throwing them at each other. There are similar scenes in Working Girl, but they don’t...

oldfilmsflicker:

In Obvious Child, the scenes with Jenny Slate and Gaby Hoffmann. When they hang out, Hoffmann brings her tea; they try on clothes and they’re throwing them at each other. There are similar scenes in Working Girl, but they don’t have the same intimacy. I feel like one of the things that male directors tend to miss is how intimate women are with each other in female friendships. Women are more likely to hug each other, share clothes or say ridiculous things to each other that they don’t say in mixed company. A lot of that gets lost when men try to translate female friendship on to the big screen.

Women on Women Writing Online: Marya E. Gates

Obvious Child is a perf film. Girls to the front.